Christopher (griglager) wrote,

Usual post vacation post

While the depression is no where near how it used to be, it still sucks.

It's not as bad as I am becoming used to it because I see the signs. I get working on my artistic projects, then abruptly stop because I see a squirrel, then I read about someone I know achieving something, even something as minute as headlining an open mic at a dive bar, and the "you're a lazy fuck that's doing nothing" starts entering my head.

Difference this time is that I know I'm slacking...because I'm trying to buy a house.

But I know the problem...I'm not being active and just being a couch potato.

Therefore I know the solution.

Be active.

Writing this stuff down helps too.
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